SUNDAY:

Didn't blog yesterday.

Mainly cause I've got no time to. Had a busy day.

Went to UTAR's Open Day with Sebastian Saw, Chong Liang Wei and Aaron Woon.

UTAR was good, not as bad as I it was.

Credits to Mr. Roland, one of the lecturer in UTAR.

His a good talker/lecturer/adviser.

After going through all booth consulting the counselor, asking about loans, scholarship.

I think after all I'll have to say "UTAR here I come".

Mass Communication. One of a good field that will lead me to Public Relation

Sad part is that the campus will be in Kampar. So if I'm going to do my foundation here for the first year. I'll have to go over to Kampar for my second, third and last year.

Really looking forward for that day to come, To get my SPM results, looking into it and say "JESUS CHRIST I'M FUCKING GOING TO KAMPAR!" How awesome (:

Though it's an hour drive, but then still long way from home.

A lot of things that I'm going to miss here if i'll be going there. However, when "you" finished your high school, quickly apply to UTAR, come study with me. Then we'll rule the world together. I actually got some pictures to upload for you guys out there to see due to an accident occur along Jalan Ss1/13.

Two cars collision, both Peroduo Myvi.

One of the car was seriously damaged,

the left side of the back tyre was out of shape,

while the right side of the back tyre came out along with all the parts in the car.

One that caught my eye was the gigantic spring. It's a size of a tyre itself.

Next, the right of the front tyre was out of shape too, punctual.

The drivers side mirror and the doors was dented all the way in, the entire right side of the car.

Get the picture in your head? Don't brain storm. Wait for my pictures to be upload.

Anyhow, after UTAR, we walked back to my grandma's house which is in Sea Park. Took us about 45 minutes? 3 km plus walk. Damn. And so on and what not.

p.s:time is unforgiven.

MONDAY: Currently right now.

My morning was awesome as when she came back from Kampar. I shall not share the detail and only keep it to myself. "Thank you thank you".

What I don't understand about parenting is that what do parents always have to scold or yell?

Why can't they find a better solution to talk or confront their children in any other way?

Don't they just get that the more they yell or hit their children, the children will only hold on to the grudge and one day later they'll explode and shits will happen? Look at the papers, why do children run away? Why do they wander around? Spending their time in a park? Because they can't possibly stay at home. Parents play an important role in the family. It is how they treat their children that matters. Why do some parents and children can keep up a amazing relationship? Which they are no boundaries in whatever that we want to talk about. It's like a free world at home. Because then no one in the family will ever judge who you really are, because at the end of the day, they should be they one looking up to you.?

Sadly not in my case, my mother only knows how to hit, scold, yell, and yell. There's no opportunity for you to sit down and talk to her. Which is why we as children keep things from you guys, BECAUSE YOU GUYS ARE SO BLOODY STUBBORN AND NEVER ACCEPT OTHER PEOPLE'S OPINION OR SUGGESTION OR WHATEVER. YOU GUYS JUST LIKE TO DO WHAT YOU WANT AND WHAT YOU THINK IS RIGHT. BUT THE MATTER OF FACT. IT IS NEVER FUCKING RIGHT AT ALL. I'm not saying there shouldn't be a limit or boundaries to everything. There is. But some times, put yourself in your children's shoe, see how it feel like to be humiliate and insult by people around. BLOODY HELL THEY SHOULD GO FOR A PARENTING SCHOOL OR SOMETHING.

p.s:i am frustrated not because she never give me what i want, i'm not a buyers, she just don't have the ears for me. she was never there and never will.